Throwing up my soul

Big illusions for a little one like me.Don't you think it reached up to this pain inside of me today? I don't know why am I acting so superficial when,actually, others have real problems.I'm diving in my unreal doubts, caused by my low self-esteem, which is helpless.More than this I can't.I'll never give the best of me.

How would you ever understand, if neither I have any idea about what's going on inside of me?How can I addmit that you do really care, when I don't give a shit about myself? Is it possible that I can be truly satisfied about everything, one time, just for once?

When did it all become so insignificant?Isn't it enough that we hardly get out of problems & troubles?!

Free my mind, but first, free yours.